He wasn't a monster. terrifying? yes, he is, at least in that form... He never imagined that something as simple as showing mercy out of simple curiosity would lead him to cling to beings he would rather avoid at all costs. But now... N/Story about Suriel, because I love this character and I want more fanfics with him.
Caleb didn't want to be there. He hated it. In the first few days in that world he was tortured, humiliated, made a slave and used as an executioner. He didn't want to be there anymore. Things complicated significantly when he felt the bond of partnership.