What's wrong with us when happy hurts

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Updated: 9 Aug 2022 Published: 15 Dec 2019

I get distant when I'm afraid

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#1 you're counting on me now
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#2 You're nothing like you used to be
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#3 I don't wanna die just wanna get relief
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#4 This is the way that my sadness made me
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#5 At the top of my lungs my screams sink
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#6 I don't see you like I should
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#7 On and on I wonder what went wrong
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#8 No one told me it could get this bad,
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#9 Chapter 9
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#10 I'm scared as hell 'Cause I can't get
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#11 I know you wrote a history of making a
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#12 Traumas, they surround me
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#13 It's my fault, I know I'm selfish
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#14 The world is spinning but only in gray
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#15 I don't like tears don't wanna break
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#16 All the pain won't fade why is recovery
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#17 We could just hang out like we used to
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#18 Those damaged goods you see love sees
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#19 We got nowhere to go everything I ever
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#20 Sorry I could be so blind my ignorance
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#21 Just a kiss and you make me forget you
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#22 I know I'm not my thoughts but my though
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#23 Once you feel it you can't unfeel it
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#24 I get it give me a little credit it take
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#25 I can't keep living this way
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#26 You feel hopeless
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#27 Drip drop the rain is falling
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#28 I never drag 'em in battles
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#29 As bad as it was, as bad as it hurt I do
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#30 I need you to know
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#31 Little me Please forgive me
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#32 I wasn't lookin' when I stumbled onto yo
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#33 You let me fall apart without letting go
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#34 She hides away, like a ghost
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#35 I get distant when I'm afraid

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#36 These battle scars ain't ever going to
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#37 There is a fire inside of this heart
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#38 Did she run away? Just come home
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#39 How long will you demand my sympathy?
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#40 You're never gonna be alone!
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#41 This on again off again temperamental
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#42 Chapter 42
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#43 Hands on my neck, foot on my back
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#44 I'm fighting monsters in my head
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#45 All the stress, shit, I'm mess
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#46 You pulled me out of coffin
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#47 I can't turn back now
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#48 Think there's nothing your son can't do
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#49 You know me well, always depressed
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#50 I didn't get my perfect fantasy
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#51 My silence holds the secrets
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#52 Out of sight, out of mind out of time
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#53 That's my bеst friend
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#54 my shoulder blades have shifted
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#55 All I'm really after was happiness
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#56 I'd say goodnight
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#57 We′re trying to live good,
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#58 If you're fighting the good fight don't
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#59 Hey brother Know that water's sweet but
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#60 We're holding on through all the years
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#61 When it's family, you trust them
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#62 If I was dying on my knees you would be
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#63 My life changed, I'm a different guy,
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#64 What's small turned to a friendship,
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#65 Born to a throne Stronger than Rome,
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#66 You found me here when I was lost
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#67 I'll paint the truth show how I feel
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#68 This is my temporary home
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#69 First flag you see, sittin alone
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#70 You don't know my life
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#71 They say don't be violent In the face of
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#72 Amplified anger and sadness
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#73 I need peace inside of my soul
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