A Bittersweet Beautiful Disaster

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Updated: 28 Dec 2021 Published: 24 Jan 2020

Now & Again I Think About Her Who I Lost

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#1 A Bittersweet Beautiful Disaster
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#2 My Beloved Teddy Bear
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#3 Pushing Myself To A Point of No Return
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#4 The Best Right Choice
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#5 Choosing to Keep and Love Mason
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#6 Quite Simply I Can Give Up or Carry on
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#7 What Should I Do With Her Body and Baby?
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#8 She Was Wrong When She Said We had time
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#9 I'll Always Remember The Way We Were
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#10 A Ghost Lost In Time
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#11 Please Let Me Keep A Piece of Her
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#12 You are Dead So Why Does It Matter?
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#13 On The Edge of Insanity and Rock Bottom
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#14 Yesterday's Punishment
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#15 Dancing Around An Impossible Reality
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#16 Her Soul Won't Rest Until I Let Her Go
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#17 A Substitute Mother or Lover
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#18 Definitely Worth It
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#19 When I Discovered That I Was Pregnant
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#20 I Should've Never Married My Son's Nanny
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#21 Faith Joy Mariah Rose Lawrence
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#22 Even If She Doesn't Last Long
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#23 An Angelic Butterfly
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#24 Relentless Determination
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#25 The Little Baby Angel Girl That Could
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#26 Her and His Greatest Miracle & Heartache
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#27 A Dark Period of Infant Loss and Sorrow
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#28 Drying Away Her Tears and My Own Tears
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#29 I Bet You Are Happy or Remorseful By Now
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#30 Even Now I Want To Try For A Second Baby
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#31 My Heart Hurts
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#32 Diving In With A Broken Heart
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#33 Denying or Suppressing My True Feelings
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#34 I Can End It If You Want It To Be Over
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#35 Even Now I Love Her and Not Our Issues
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#36 Timothy Isaac Laurie Lawrence
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#37 When I Almost Lost My Wife & My Son
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#38 An Obvious Overlooked Dark Grim Reality
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#39 Raw Afterbirth
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#40 Even Now She is Like I Told You So
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#41 Dreaming and Thinking About My Daughter
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#42 Digging Deep Into My Thoughts & Emotions
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#43 Your Sacred Unspeakable Name
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#44 Mine and Her Special Divine Connection
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#45 An Abrupt Sudden Brief Pause
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#46 Now & Again I Think About Her Who I Lost

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#47 The Breakdown, Pieces of Me
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#48 Goodnight & Goodbye, My Pink Baby Moon
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#49 Angelic Afterglow
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#50 Colorful Autumn
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#51 True Blue Colors
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#52 You Should've Been Here With Me
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#53 A Dark and Empty Opalshaped Hole
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#54 OH Darling Make It Go Away
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#55 I Can and Can't Live Without You
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#56 A Time to Stop Instead of Keep on Moving
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#57 I am both Cursed and Blessed
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#58 Accepting Both The Good and The Bad
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#59 If Only She Lived & Embraced her Prime
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#60 I See Love & Not Death in My Son's Eyes
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#61 Bittersweet Revelation
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#62 Do You View Me As A Slave or Your Wife?
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#63 You Consider Me To Be Poison & Medicine
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#64 Even Now I Can & Can't Live Without Him
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#65 Snow White and My Prince Charming
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#66 Uneven Odds
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#67 The Heartattack That Almost Killed Him
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#68 God Showed Me Mercy But She Tolerated Me
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#69 He Had More Time Until God Had Enough
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#70 Where is Papa? Why Won't He Wake Up?
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#71 What Was and Wasn't Presented Before Me
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#72 Maybe He was Better Off As a Ghost
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#73 He Left Behind His Estate & Kids For Me
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#74 The Ghost That My Heart Will Not Forget
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#75 You Deserve Better So You Should Move on
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#76 Yesterday's Dying Passion, Life, & Love
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#77 Lingering Aftereffects and Aftershocks
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#78 When My World Became Clear and Quiet
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#79 You are my favorite haunting memory
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#80 When Heavy Silence Befalls You and Me
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#81 The Blueish Green Ocean
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#82 You Deserve Better, More What I Can Give
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#83 Learning to Accept that We did Our best
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#84 I Have Told Them That You're an Angel
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#85 Two Young Fated Crossed Stars
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#86 Somewhere Between Space & Your Ascension
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#87 Near or Far Away, I'm yours & vice versa
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#88 When He Was Present, Kind, and My Lover
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#89 Navigate The Other Side With or Without
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#90 It Wasn't Enough That He Tried His Best
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#91 My Pain & Grief Were Worth It In The End
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