Father Time, The Doll Collector, and The Queen's Gambit

No Fate 1990 • Fanfiction

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Updated: 30 Jul 2022 Published: 18 Feb 2021

Even Now I Must Hold onto What I Have

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#2 An Unexpected Goodbye
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#3 He's Not Just Anyone, He's My Son
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#4 Even Now I am Her Unmoveable Strong Rock
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#5 Whoever is Left Behind She'll Depend on
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#6 Even Now I Must Hold onto What I Have

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#7 I Find Shelter in This Way, Undercover
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#8 How More Many Times Will You Need Me?
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#9 Frederick and The Mysterious Doll Shop
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#10 What It Means to Love and Lose a Child
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#11 The Most Painful Brutalest Crushing
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#12 When They Let Him Go
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#13 Oceans of Bloody Tears and Regrets
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#14 Even Now It Was A Difficult Birth & Loss
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#15 She's Pregnant But I Have Lost My Child
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#16 Catching on Fire is My Desire to Thrive
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#17 A Silent Queen & Her Sacrificial Lamb
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#18 Pretty Porcelain Doll Parts of Mine
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#19 Enormous Great Distress and Misfortune
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#20 Knock, Knock, Knocking on Heaven's Door
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#21 Antron Phoenix Jinx
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#22 Am I Loyal, Brave, and True?
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#23 To Be Stuck Between Birth and Death
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#24 The Crying Bells & Inconsolable Mothers
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#25 Yes My Heart is Broken in Pieces
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#26 Even Now She Remembers What She Has Lost
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#27 The Way She Carried Him and Vice Versa
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#28 A Time When My Heart Came Out of My Body
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#29 A Mother's Enduring Hope, Strength & Joy
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#30 Goodbye and Hello To My Sweet Solomon
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#31 Details in The Fabric
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#32 The Emotional & Despondent Queen Mother
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#33 Fairydust Magic
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#34 Freeing Him Doesn't Mean You Forget Him
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#35 And It All Comes Undone
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#36 Please Don't Wish You Were Never Born
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#37 Remembering My Rock and Miracle Baby
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#38 Invisible Tears of My Bleeding Heart
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#39 Losing and yet Regaining My Main Focus
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#40 A Mother's Barely Thriving Heart & Hope
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#41 She Chose Death But I Didn't Let Her Go
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#42 All Alone In The Darkness
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#43 When I Wondered If You Would Run Over Me
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#44 A Day &Life Worth Remembering & Saving
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#45 I Wish You Were Here Even Now
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#46 I'm There In The Water, Can't You See
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#47 Hanging on or Actually Holding on
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#48 Chapter 48
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#49 And I Miss You Been Far Away
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#50 I Would Have Loved You All My Life
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#51 More Than A Wise, Broken, or Mad Woman
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#52 Disappear With The Night, No Time
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#53 The Forbidden Wish and The Deepest Ache
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#54 A Brief Diminishing Light of Hope
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#55 Give Me These Moments Back
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#56 Even Now I Can't Let Her Go
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#57 The Golden Age of Innocence and Peace
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#58 A Transfer of Power and Hugs
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#59 What Makes You Beautiful and Powerful
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#60 I Know That Your Love is Gone
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#61 A Beast or Blessing of A Burden
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#62 My Rock, Anchor, Shadow, and Baby Angel
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