Flashback: To Be Stuck In Reverse

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Updated: 28 Dec 2021 Published: 4 Oct 2019

A Decision & Loss That I'm Not Ready For

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#3 The Beauty of Grace and Time
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#4 Rollercoaster Emotions
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#5 Even Now We Can Not and We Must Not
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#6 A Heart Barely Holding onto Tomorrow
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#7 Please Say Honestly You Won't Give Up
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#8 Before We Were Separated and Erased
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#9 The Unforgettable Story of Jomeia
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#10 My Past Present Future
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#11 I Apologize For Leaving You So Soon
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#12 OH Darling Make It Go Away Now
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#13 A Heavy Bloody Red Downpour
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#14 When I Bled and Cried My Heart Out
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#15 Hello My Beautiful Mother
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#16 To Be Stuck In Reverse Only Time Knows How Much I Can Endure
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#17 My Three Young Adult Children and Me
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#18 Even Now I am So Sorry But Godspeed
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#19 To Be Stuck In Reverse Never Knew How Much I LovedYou Until Now
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#20 Dad's Departure Nor The Divorce Broke Us
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#21 Your Tears and Your Heartache Are My Own
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#22 Even Now We Must Stay and Stick Together
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#23 Snow Angel Baby
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#24 Welcome Back, December
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#25 Obvious Depressing Spirit
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#26 Winter Wonderland
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#27 Loving and Losing You At The Same Time
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#28 Team Arrow and Godspeed
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#29 Maybe I Was Meant To Be Here on Purpose
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#30 Her Fragile & Quiet Mental Strength
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#31 Even Now I'll Slow Down My Life For Him
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#32 Praying For More Time, Grace, & Patience
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#33 Before We Lose Our Heart & Purpose Again
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#34 I Deserve Better But You're Good Enough
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#35 One of Your Kids or Mine Must Be Erased
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#36 The Longest Fight and Toughest Decision
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#37 Her Birth & Death Could've Been Stopped
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#38 I'm Dead In The Water
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#39 Safe & Sound Even If You're Not With Me
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#40 Grandpa Jay, Grandma Nora, and My Father
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#41 Maybe She Was Better off Elsewhere
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#42 Undoing and yet Rediscovering Myself
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#43 Navy Blue Roses & Eyes Fading In and Out
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#44 Ignorant or Simply Oblivious
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#45 It's Time, Little Girl, Wake Up
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#46 I am Sorry For Your Loss, Barry
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#47 You Deserve To Live and To Be In My Life
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#48 A Second Chance and Dance
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#49 You're Losing Your Memory Now & My Hand
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#50 Dying In a Bottomless Pool of My Tears
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#51 Thrice is Not The Charm After all
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#52 Everyday I Will Wake Up and Wonder
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#53 A Time When Grace is Gone
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#54 Maybe I Was Never Meant To Exist
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#55 You're Better Off Resting in Peace
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#56 Even As You Breakdown and Remember Me
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#57 Substance of Grace
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#58 A Decade Long Silence
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#59 Loosening the hand of time
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#60 Maybe It is Better This Way
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#61 When I Realized Elsewhere Needed You
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#62 When My Fragile Life Mattered To You
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#63 Baby Starlight
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#64 If Only I Held onto Her More and Longer
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#65 Becoming Stuck and Lost in Translation
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#66 Even Now She Doesn't Have a Clue
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#67 A Decision & Loss That I'm Not Ready For

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#68 When She Wanted To Stay Dead and I Wept
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#69 Dreams and Ashes of My Flesh and Blood
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#70 My Brother William Has Leukemia
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#71 If Your World Falls Apart
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#72 When He Desired Life & She Let It All Go
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#73 I Had A Mini Me Once
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#74 I Resurrected and Buried You In My Heart
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#75 She Choked on her bloody lifeline
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#76 A Miscarriage of Wisdom
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#77 You Don't Know What You're Chasing After
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#78 When She Slipped Away Quietly and Unseen
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#79 Please Let Me Rest and Remain Dead
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#80 PPROM
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#81 I Wasn't Given Her So That She May Die
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