Lying Love

Am I lying to you when I say that I love you? Can you tell I might be in love with a different boy and that's why you're slowing pulling from me? Maybe it's not you I'm lying to, but to myself in the hopes that if I say it enough times it will be true. Because Maya is conflicted. Snippets of how I think things would go if her and Miles actually worked things out, only they didn't.