One Cruel Secret

Voldemort fell from power and nearly all the Death Eaters have been put into Azkaban, so it's not an issue for Alhena Lestrange to kind of want to be a Death Eater...right? After all, it's not like she could really become one anyway. Voldemort isn't coming back, so it's impossible. Nonetheless, Alhena knows that this is a dark desire. Can she hide this cruel secret forever?