This Long Morning

When the Level Four attacks the order, all eyes are on Lenalee as her innocence upgrades to it's new and improved Crystal Type. However, does anyone know how Allen feels? Do they know what it's like to see an Akuma's soul? Maybe the order should realize how much Allen really sacrifices for his family. (No pairings, mostly Allen's POV, and no Lenalee shaming ) Enjoy!