Are You Trustworthy? (Some Parts Spoilers)

"See? It should've been me! Should've been me! Look what I did to her! Go ahead blame me...but I hate this place. I always have. I kissed her last night which made things even worse! I have actual feeling for her which scares me! Then Ally comes back! I couldn't do it! I can't do it." I scream in shame. How can she ever trust me? She's probably dead now. All because of me.