Nightcloud's story -1st in the Nightcloud series

Do you know what it's like to be dejected so many times that you begin to go numb. To be the only she-cat with a mate. Most cats would break under the pressure, their loyalty would shake and they would seek for reassurance, and if they couldn't find in their own clan they would seek it in another. Nightcloud stays strong and loyal, but she can't forever, can she?