Year of Powers and Emotions

I'm Ally and I'm a vampire turned by Austin. Well, I was a vampire. I have a 500 year old doppelgänger that looks exactly like me and likes to torment me. But what happens if all of a sudden I have to do everything Austin tells me to do because I'm sired and he tell me to shut off my emotions cause I'm a vampire again? I can't help it either. I have no Emotions...