Bloodmoon Falls

In the books Keladry of Mindlen always seems perfect, she was always doing the right thing and never made mistakes. But what if she wasn't perfect? what if she had a past. A dark past. Joren always seems like the bad guy, that he only hates kel because she is a girl. But what if they were friends. What if kel is to blame for his attitude. There will possibly talk of rape.