My life as an observer

I think I better try and keep a written account of all the strange going-ons that make up my life. I guess it's technically a diary. God I hate that. 'Diary.' Bleh I'm not sure if I actually have a story, I'm more of a background character to my sisters' lives. I suppose I'm hoping that by writing my experience as an observer I'll gain the courage to see myself as a main character