I can't lose anyone else, I already lost myself

At first, it all made sense and it was perfect, until it all fell apart in an instant. Thoughts invade Carrie's mind, the ones that she hadn't entirely reconciled with after her mother's revelation. She's forced to expose her past to convince herself it's true. Front and center, it's all she can think about and the decisions she's made because of it. *Rated T for now* Her backstory