Lost Resolve

Toshiro was traumatized. He had killed his men, left Rangiku for dead, injured Ikkaku and Yumichika, allowed his Hollow to emerge, and attacked his captain. Even though those around him say it wasn't his fault, the sickening feeling in his stomach, as well as the horrid memories in his heart, continue to punish him to the point where he can no longer hold Hyourinmaru.