Shades of Light

Falling for L while not remembering he's Kira is hard. Investigating the gaps in his memories with L to learn about Kira is promising. Slowly training his body to never hurt L if he becomes Kira again by showing him the most intimate attention is the best thing Light has done with his life. And giving up his life in case he, as Kira, is a threat to L? That's a given.