Why Can't I Pretend?

FIRST FANFIC EVER! Based on CP Coulter's amazing 'Dalton'. Jogan angst! Julian is trying to forget about what happened in that fiery building on Hell's Night but Logan won't let him. What happens when Julian leaves? Will he return like every other time? Will he finally be able to forget and move on? Or will Logan not let him? Rated T for swearing.