Willing to die, Willing Divine

I didn’t want to be a halfblood. I didn’t want to risk life and limb everyday just trying to live my life. But the universe had different plans. I killed myself because I didn’t want to live anymore. So why do I have to do it again, only worse? Why do I have to save the world? Why do I have to live when all I ever wanted was to die? Well, Guess I’ll live.