Objects in space

Prompt 1: 'What if Shepard had still had short range helmet to helmet communications as the Normandy was destroyed, and she got spaced… so Kaidan could hear her suffocating, and could talk to her but not save her…' Prompt 2: 'Kaidan seeing Joker's escape pod and feeling hopeful and relieved until they are picked up and he finds out Shepard wasn't on the pod to begin with'