I'm a lover, not a fighter

"Tucker punches his pillow, it doesn't make trying to fall asleep any easier. He wishes he had believed Wash then, wishes he hadn't accused him of being paranoid when he knew he had a good reason to be, wishes he had been a better soldier, a better fighter, wishes he had just gone out into that fucking battlefield and dragged Wash off of it. But he was a lover, not a fighter."