Performance Anxiety (The GazettE Ruki x OC)

[The Gazette Ruki x OC] Ruki wasn't coming any closer. I slowly released the breath I had been holding in my throat. He had come so close. I thought for sure that he would go through with it this time. Why did he stop? Could it be that he was feeling just as nervous as I was? Maybe he hadn't done this with a girl before? It felt ridiculous to even consider it a possibility...