Lie to Me

I loved Bella with all my heart. I know she is having an affair, but I keep telling her to lie to me. I just want to be numb. I don't want to feel a thing. I don't want reality, actually reality stinks. "Baby I need desperately to believe you, cause I won't be held responsible for what I might do," I told her before I walked out of our room. Based on "Lie to Me" by Ne-Yo. A/H.