Rin's Inner Strenght

Rin gets to decide if she wants to live with Sesshomaru or Keade, who will she choose? What happens when she tries to live as a demon in Sesshomaru's world, only to be Raped. She runs away and Jaken fakes her death, will Sesshomaru track her down? Rin is out of his reach with Kagome's help. Rin's life forever changed went she has children in the modern era. And the father? AU OC