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  • Small Acts

    Gaara. AU. Warnings: self-harm, sui ideation, swearing, therapy, coping skills, fatalism. Just Gaara musing to himself one evening.

  • Left for Dead

    StanWendy. Raven?; AU, Stan and Wendy were going to spend their lives together, or at least that's what Stan had always believed. She breaks up with him and his world is shattered. He's stronger than anyone believed and he's finally going to embrace who he's always been. Warnings: SUI, self-harm, mental illness, swearing. Inspired by Last To Know by Three Days Grace

  • Up All Night

    Everyone is in their mid-20s. Is life really that good? Or is it all bullshit? A look on the lives of the South Park characters as adults. Inspired by the Blink-182 song "Up All Night". What makes life worth living? Warnings: Mentions of sex, swearing, depression, suicidal ideation, schizophrenia, mental illness, heteronormativity, character death, self-harm, probably more.

  • Same

    AU. 20s. Kenny. TW: depression, suicide, self harm. Kenny is having a hard time in life, he feels stagnant. Things are getting bad, but who cares? Nothing matters anyway. He's come far from who/where he was, even so, is this it? Is this all there is? Kenny and crew will explore these questions and here's a look at his boring life.

  • Deliverance

    DamienButters. Damien is on Earth to decide if humanity is ready for Armageddon. Butters/Professor Chaos interests Damien and together they sow Chaos as Butters' friends grow increasingly worried about their formerly cheery and optimistic punching bag.

  • Under Your Scars

    gothStan/jerseyKyle. Warnings: swearing, adult themes, suicide, self-harm, mental illness, etc. Raven doesn't see a point, disconnected and depressed. Kyley-b is angry too much, he feels everything sharply and deeply. Always angry, unless the anger leaves him... Many years have passed, is there anything left of the former super best friends? Or has the world taken that too?

  • Aftermath

    NarutoGaara. Shonen-ai. AU. Possible triggers. Suicidal references. Attempted and failed. The thoughts behind it and after. Two-shot.

  • What Was & What Is

    Sequel to the alternate ending of What Is & Could Be. Obito survived and was institutionalized. He's being let out, on a few conditions of course. Will he finally have moved passed his want of death? Can he live? Does Kakashi still care? Can Kakashi even save him? What happened to Kakashi? He was, afterall, the one who had found Obito after. KakashiObito. Shonen-ai.

  • Unmasked

    Sequel to Masks. GaaraShikamaru. Shonen-ai. Together, but with many obstacles. Will Gaara finally be able to let someone see him without his mask? Is Shikamaru the one who will break that barrier with him? Are they both strong enough to withstand everything that comes with such an important undertaking along with their college courses? Time will tell.

  • Wishes

    GinnyHermione. Femslash. Ginny is thinking about Hermione in a more than friend way. She loves her. Does Hermione feel the same? Or will she be shunned by her best friend?

  • Studying can lead to so much more

    This is just a little one-shot about Ginny and Luna. After studying luna reveals a secret and can only hope that Ginny feels the same. GinnyLuna

  • Just A Dream

    GinnyLuna. AU. Femslash. Smut.

  • There's Always Something

    There's always something that holds you back from what you really want to do. It may be something small, it may be something huge. The point is, everyone has something that's holding them back from their greatest desire. What is it? Can it be bested? Shonen-ai. Nagato.

  • What Is & Could Be

    ObitoKakashi. AU. Shonen-ai. Yaoi. Teased, unliked, friendless, emotionally and mentally scarred. A darkness that never seems to fade completely. Can anything or anyone change his outlook? Is his fate sealed already or can it be changed? Is it 'just a phase' or something more serious? Does anyone care enough to find out? Does he even want to know or is he content to let it happen?

  • Detention

    Harry has constant detentions with Snape. Who knew both would like it? Smut. Slash. Mentions of rape, BDSM, adult situations, possible swearing. HarrySnape. Dont like, dont read.

  • Feelings

    Femslash. HermioneGinny. One-shot. Fluff.

  • Unanswered

    GinnyLuna. Femslash. One-shot. A daydream and a question.

  • In the shower

    GinnyLuna. Pointless smut. Femslash. Adult situations. Lemon. In the shower.

  • Help

    GinnyLuna. Smut. Yuri. Ginny needs help, not just with homework as she claims, Luna is more perceptive than she seems. Rated for adult situations.

  • Dreaming

    Ginny fell for Luna. They always go star gazing at night at Hogwarts. Luna's not as oblivious as she seems.