The night Donnie lost April, he was told he had to keep April's death to himself, or he would become a dark reaper. But he can't keep the secret anymore, so he writes letters... to no one. But when he starts to get migraines, sick feelings, and the want to kill, he starts to suspect someone knows. "Help... Please." ON HIATUS!

On hiatus. Donatello Johnson, who has been plagued with sickle cell disease for as long as he can remember, meets a girl that he would never thought he would meet. With a large scar across her left eye, and a past that she keeps to herself, Donnie can't help to be attracted to her. But when he's about to die from his disease and their families cross, could he dare dream of love? AU