Whatever Dean was eating in Purgatory, it wasn't what you'd call well-balanced meals. And adjusting back to 'real' food is harder than he expected. Dean's thin, borderline underweight (despite Sam's bitching at him to eat something), and his immune system really isn't up to dealing with flu season...
Blood turns black, the iron oxidized to rust, darkly metallic like machinated dust. Dean's blood was congealed opaque against his skin, frozen the black of a demon's eye. But it wasn't a demon that bled him almost dry. Warnings for rape, violence, language.
Written for the prompt at hoodie-time: Dean is grabbed by one of the cults who got orders from Zachariah back in s5. They try and make him say yes to Micheal by a combination of starvation, abuse and sleep deprivation. By the time Cas and Sam find Dean, he's almost broke, and part of him seems to think he's back in hell, still refusing to say yes to Alistair.
Written for the prompt over at hoodie-time: After Purgatory Dean has trouble making choices about the simplest things - choosing what to wear, what to eat, what to drink. On hunts he's fine, lightning-fast and decisive, but when they're in a gas station staring at rows of candy, he freezes. At first Sam is annoyed but then he figures out what's going on and helps.
Written for the prompt at hoodie time: Dean snaps and goes utterly feral - pure instinct, shoot-before-asking, totally nonverbal, no higher functioning at all. Sam has to take care of his brother.
Written for the prompt at hoodie time: "Dean, Sam, gen. They're having a little downtime at Thanksgiving due Dean being hurt. Dean, even though he's hurt, is still trying to make them Thanksgiving dinner, but he's obviously in a lot of pain even though he's trying to hide it - and struggling to get the dinner finished. Sam steps in to help."
The world is shrouded in war, black with evil, and Sirius Black is drowning in the darkness of his own soul, in the empty spaces in his heart and his stomach. He's fighting inside and out just to survive, to live through the fear, the hate, and the hunger. Sequel to Secrets Are Walls That Keep Us Alone. During the First Wizarding War. Please review!
Hunting is control, fear is vulnerability, be ready all the time. But Dad didn't leave them enough money and Dean is starving and when he can finally eat again, it's too hard to be in control. Dean is a recovering bulimic, worried about relapse. Written for the prompt at hoodie time. Warning for eating disorders and language
Pre-series: Dad and Sam keep fighting. Dean can't fix his family, so he fixes things around the crappy house where they live.
Dean sighed, felt the faint tug of stitches, of being sewn back, made whole. Had the faint memory of Castiel repairing him, of being gripped tight and raised, of flesh knitting together from shreds. Written for the hoodie time prompt: "Newly human Cas is learning first aid. Dean is the guinea pig who needs a billion stitches." Oneshot.
Sirius waits for salvation from the things that haunt him. Death. His family. Anorexia. But "salvation" is just another way of saying "happily ever after." This isn't a fairy tale. Happy endings don't exist. Sequel to Secrets Are Walls That Keep Us Alone.
What ever happened to Sirius Black, infamous Marauder? Everything in his life is going wrong: his grades slip, his abuse from his parents is no longer a secret. His friends know he's sick, but they can't stop him. Anorexia is all he has left. MWPP Trigger warnings for anorexia, bulimia, EDNOS, and abuse