After Theresa's death Martin's mental health have just gotten worse and worse until a point where he thinks he can see her. Thinking there's nothing to do except joining her in heaven all he have on his mind is how he should end his life. Will he get the help he needs before it's too late? Multichapter story, in progress. THIS STORY IS CURRENTLY ON A HIATUS!

""John. There's something I need to tell you before… Before I leave." 'Before I die.' This was it. Sherlock knew he wouldn't get to see his best friend again. "I beg you, please don't say anything until I've stopped talking."" A short one-shot about what could have happened at the end of His Last Vow.