Lily Evans is your typical teenage girl who feels lost in the world. Her father abandoned her when she was 7 years-old and she never forgot what he did to her. "I am like this because of you. All of this is because of you! I just don't understand why..."

Lily is struggling with the pressures of being perfect, she feels like she doesn't belong anywhere. Whats going to happen as she tries to make it through life? These years will change her, but for better or worse? First few chapters are rough, gets better