After Sirius gets sexually assaulted by two girls he never thought would, and turns to cutting to deal with the resultant self-hate, will James realise his best friend is falling apart right in front of his eyes? Eventual J/S. Rated M for self-harm, rape, some drinking and the occasional curse. Not a song-fic, but inspired by Deathbeds by Bring Me The Horizon.
Peter has a crush, Sirius keeps flirting with James and Remus, and the whole thing is just so damn confusing. Will Peter ever get that date? Doesn't look so bright. Sirius-based. Light humour, language and sexual references.
Short little one-shot of James and Sirius playing footsie under the table in study hall. T for language.
In which Remus is cynical and lonely, and Sirius is abused but overly optimistic. The two keep on meeting by chance and feelings start to develop, and Sirius looses his joy. Can ever-cynical Remus bring it back to him? Wolfstar slash.
Loosely linked, this collection of one-shots portray the damage and stress Remus and Sirius put their bodies through daily, and how one always comes to rescue the other. Remus/Sirius. Rated M for adult themes, language, self-harm and eating disorder content. Trigger warning - don't read if you're easily triggered.EDITED, CHAPTERS IN DIFFERENT ORDER, PLEASE RE-READ BEFORE CONTINUING
Sirius has always been patient, but what happens when one night, Snape pushes Sirius too far and he tells Snape the one thing he swore never to tell anybody? Sirius angst, suicidal thoughts/self harm warning, eventual WolfStar.
I glanced up, and our eyes met, and really, that was the beginning of the end.
It all started with Sirius and James. Wolfstar. Pointless fluff. Oneshot. R/R?
One haze and one trip might change everything. M for drug content amongst other things. Wolfstar.
In the August of 1977, Sirius Black went on holiday with the Potters.
Sirius' mother sends him a Howler and he decides he's had enough of her letters. But is he really as fine with it as he's letting on? New chapter in progress. NOW EDITED.
You'd never be able to tell, if you happened to catch a glance of him. But at the same time, it's blatantly obvious, to everyone who's close to him. Sirius' trauma. Angst. One-shot.
Sirius' pain after he betrayed Remus to Snape and his friends disowned him. Pretty angsty stuff: songfic but using my own lyrics.
"You showed up here bleeding everywhere. Not an inch of you wasn't all slashed up. There was so much blood it stained everything. Everything was red. And you kept waking up, having fits, like seizures, and passing out again. It's been happening for two days straight." The night Sirius ran away could be his last. Rated M for graphic images. Slight wolfstar.
He couldn't breathe without Sirius, because Sirius was the only oxygen he needed, and without it, he was slowly suffocating. There was no reason to live with the curse of lycanthropy without Sirius Black guiding him through the darkness. 'If Sirius doesn't reply in a week, then I'm going to kill myself. And nobody can stop me.' M for language, eating disorders and self-harm.
Sirius wakes up, and there's a close friend in his bed. Flashbacks to the party which resulted in the fling. James/Sirius, Sirius angst. Was a one-shot, now a full story. Rated M for adult situations, adult themes and language.
Part 2 to The Only Oxygen That I Need, read that first.
Marlene goes out with Moony just for pity, when really she has a crush on Sirius. Sadly for her, Sirius thinks she's a bit of a tosspot. Combine that and a trip in Muggle Studies to the lake, add in some real events, and you have this. M for language and sexual reference. It's funny, I promise.
Sirius, James and Remus are all lay in a bed together when James realises that Remus has a thing for Sirius. And to make matters worse, a sleeping Sirius seems to do this strange nuzzling trick when she's asleep..or is he? Not a threesome, no sex. Rated M because I'm paranoid? NOW EDITED.