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  • Maybe I'll Win, But For Now I've Decided to Die

    Modern AU: Sirius Black's life is spiraling out of control. Years of reckless self-abuse are catching up with him, and he doesn't know how to deal. Sirius' friends try their best to help him navigate through the hell that is mental illness, watching as he struggles with the diagnosis of a borderline personality. But how do you help someone who doesn't want to be saved?

  • The Subtleties That Make Mass Murderers Out of Otherwise Decent Beings

    Fall of 1979. The Marauders have been out of Hogwarts for a year and have joined the Order. Dumbledore has a mission for Sirius: re-enter pure-blooded society and infiltrate Voldemort's inner circle. Dumbledore insists that any costs are an acceptable loss for the greater good of the cause. But once blood has been spilled, no amount of crying can wash the red from his guilty hands.

  • I'm Staring in the Mirror, Looking Back at the Person I Hate

    Collection of drabbles which loosely serve as a prequel to On the Verge of Self Destruction. Chronicles Sirius' experiences with eating disorders and self-harm from their onset up to being disowned by the Black family. Anorexia, b/p

  • I Was Born Sick (But I Love It)

    Bellatrix stripper/prostitute/addict AU. One-shot. "What are you running from, Bella?" "Fuck if I know."

  • Hot Child in the City

    Sex worker/motel manager AU. Remus Lupin is a motel manager who works the graveyard shift at a motel notoriously frequented by sex workers. Sirius Black is a regular.

  • On the Verge of Self Destruction

    Sirius Black is under constant pressure to measure up to others' expectations of him. Feeling lack of control over everything else in his life, he takes control over the one thing he can: his body and his weight. And no one can take that away from him. Anorexia, b/p. MWPP

  • My God it's Beautiful, the Way the Crimson Syrup Drains

    Wolfstar Serial Killer-AU Oneshot: Sirius Black is a killer and a Remus can't help but love him for it

  • You and Me and the Bottle Make Three

    Remus Lupin knows that things have changed and that even though he may be "with" Sirius Black, things will never be what they once were. Even though he wishes they could. Still, he's willing to take whatever he can get, even if it means letting Sirius drag him down with him. Set during OotP, over the summer holiday. Song fic to "Let Me Be Your Swear Word " by Boys Night Out.