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  • Into the Darkness of the Grave

    She is a mother who has lost her children.

  • A Cold Heaven

    Even in death, James shines brighter than Sirius. But he's no longer jealous, knows that it's just borrowed light; James glows when he's loved. He was always loved, will always be loved.

  • In The Hollow Valley of Our Lost Kingdom

    Familiar green eyes anchored him as he struggled for air, each gasp a measure of the distance he had fallen out of his beloved's favor. Snape/Lily, ACH/LWP afterlife 'verse.

  • The Steep & Thorny Way To Heaven

    Sirius Black is heir to the throne until a sinister plot threatens to take away everything he has ever known. Can a band of marauders and a few loyal advisors save a kingdom before it crumbles in the hands of a wicked ruler?

  • What Was Lost

    One day he would be king, and Sirius, he would be nothing more than a boy who had lost his crown.

  • All That's Beautiful Drifts Away

    He thought there would be nothing to gain by fighting for the Order except for death. There were no tears of remorse, no guilt to be had. He did what he had to do. He didn't expect this. General Marauder-fic, spans 1975-1981, bromance, Lily/James.

  • Lights Were Paling One By One

    Some days I still like to imagine, for the briefest of moments, we can all be as beautiful in life as we are in death. A continuation of A Cold Heaven.

  • Absence Is Constant

    The war, that’s just ended and there is blood still fresh on his hands, wounds still raw in his heart. Those empty spaces, they’re bigger than ever. There are ghosts of familiar faces sitting next to him, talking to him, sharing memories.

  • Time's Bitter Flood Will Rise

    But think about old friends the most: Time’s bitter flood will rise. A story told through photographs in which Remus remembers. RemusTonks.

  • In the Grave, All Shall Be Renewed

    Vague memories, nothing but memories, But in the grave all, all, shall be renewed. RemusSirius, RemusTonks: postGoF postHBP. A rediscovery, a loss, and a happy ending

  • When Saints Die, The World Stops Spinning

    Our son, a hero, Lily thinks, but at what cost to us? And she thinks of Sirius with his tales of bravery and martyrs and wonders if the world stops spinning when saints die.

  • Unveiled Secrets

    He does the only thing that he can. He tells Harry a story about four boys in school and a beautiful girl that they'd loved in different ways.

  • Underneath It All

    Full summary inside. Set during MWPP. Follow the Marauders and Lily as they discover that no one is perfect and the most happiest person you know is probably the most saddest person you'll ever meet.

  • More Than One Way to Destroy a Man

    Remus discovers that there are other ways to destroy a man besides death.

  • When Stars Go Black

    Remus hates how Sirius takes advantage of him. He hates that no matter how much Sirius hurts him, he keeps crawling back for more. Fragments between 1977 post-prank and 1981 Halloween ; contains implications of slash.

  • The Only Way to Breathe

    Twelve years of separation is hard. Especially when all they want right now is to kiss each other, even if it's not perfect, because they're so desperate for that touch. Because they remember that kissing one another is the only way to breathe.

  • Forever Yours

    Your absence breaks me. Remus Lupin hates being alive and he hates being alone. You complete me and now I'm broken. Without his other half, he's incomplete. You aren't here to heal me. Losing a loved one is never easy to accept. [OOTP SpoilersReference

  • House of Cards

    A house of cards will eventually have to crumble to non-existence. These are the thoughts of Sirius Black during his sentence in Azkaban--reflecting on his friendship with Marauders and how, they too, like a house of cards, crumbled.

  • Pages Yet To Be Written

    Writer's hands are magical. They can create kingdoms with the tallest towers and the thickest wooden doors. But sometimes the best defenses can falter against the greatest weapon there is; love. Can love help bring Lily out from the world her hands and wo