Draco meets a black haired boy in the robe fitting store and find himself feeling something he never felt before. - Through the years Draco struggles with the fact that he likes boys. Or more correctly - Likes Potter. Potter who have all the struggles of the world on his shoulders.

Draco has been Chosen by the dark lord, the quest that he has been ordered to do is weighing him down, but he must do it. Harry is in love with Draco, and when he suddenly seems to notice Harry in a way that isn t hate, he get blind to everything else

When Snape teach Harry occlumency, he sees some things that makes him mad with desperation. He can t hold his emotions in any longer.

Ron punishes Draco for what he did to Harry. Draco find himself in a situation he can t get out of. He is destroyed, body and soul. But he is too afraid to release himself from the captivity he is being held in.

Harry is feeling guilty not having been able to save his loved one, Cedric, the year before, and are deply depress. And it s not getting any better when He is having sexual dreams about his friend Ron. Making him feel even gulitier.