After eons pretending there was absolutely nothing between them, it's hard to adjust to the sudden freedom to say what they wish and love who they please. Thousands of years of conditioning don't just go away. But Aziraphale and Crowley have a chance now and won't give that up without a fight. Scenes from After that need to happen, and some fluffy feels about Love.

It's ironic, really, that Castiel is known as "The Rebel", the "disobedient" one. The irony is, quite contrary to this, he's the only one of all the angels who really HAS obeyed.

Re-posted from one of my other accounts. Give this a fair shot, you have to read it ALL THE WAY TO THE END... you may be surprised by what you find.

There isn't much that Zachariah WOULDN'T do, to get what he wants. But when he traps Sam, Dean, and Cas, they discover how far he would go. Sam and Dean are helpless to stop him or to keep his hands from where they don't belong. Torture is one thing, but this is evil. Set in Season 5, lots of Cas!whump

In the beginning, Gabriel fell in love. It went downhill from there. A Gabriel-centric fic featuring the untold story of angels and demons, love and war, betrayal and sacrifice, angst and devotion, and bonds that survive eternity.

Some scars never fade... Five months after Castiel escaped from Zachariah and the demons, he's slowly losing control. But that's only the beginning of problems for Team Free Will as someone is murdering potential angel vessels. As Cas battles demons within and without, he'll learn what it means to not just survive, but to overcome. So much whump… but plenty of H/C!