"Now I will tell you what I've done for you. Fifty thousand tears I've cried. Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you and you still won't hear me. Don't want your hand this time; I'll save myself. Maybe I'll wake up for once. Not tormented daily, defeated by you. Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom I'm dying again. I'm going under. . . ." [Dark Doctor series]