"I didn't ask for the things that I've been through, and I certainly didn't ask my mind to paint and repaint the pictures in flashback form".."My past is an armor I can't take off, no matter how many times you tell me the war is over"..."Survival mode is supposed to be a phase that helps save your life. It is not meant to be how you live"..."You are not alone." PTSD!Alex PTSD!Percy