I'd like to sail the lands afar, Out on a boat that's built for two… Beneath the canopy of stars, That would be just like a dream come true Just to be with you…

I remember now, the day momma told us we had to leave and anything we wanted had, had to fit into one tiny box. In my life I have loved, and I have lost. Lost more than I could ever get back. Pearl Harbor deemed me unwanted. At sixteen, I became someone else all before my very eyes l; Lillianna Arielle Aomori Schmidt, because I was half Japanese.

Is the end really terrible? Is the end of a life that Scary? Is Dying a cheeky thought? Does making the choice you should not even have to make whether losing yourself? Or is finding out that the man you cared for was really the first man you lost?