They knew that when he left the fight was far from over...and now that he was home again everything was about to change. The war was only jusy beginning...
and they say they can’t keep doing this and they can’t ever end it because this is the only thing that feels right the only thing that’s real and whole and keeps them alive
Everything was so different now from what it used to be
But she doesn't love him and he doesn't know
They know they shouldn't be here together.
“I love you’s” and “I need you’s” blurred together, becoming indistinguishable, tangled up and muffled by kisses too hard on the lips and fingers that pressed too hard against the skin.
This was all they had. This frenzied desperation and fiery passion shameless need and wont and angry lust, and all the wrong kind of love. This was who they were and all they knew.