A slightly AU oneshot based off the song Fix You by Coldplay. Clare impulsively decides to leave home and go visit Eli in New York. Since their break up, she has quite a few things she needs to get off her chest. Like how her whole world has lost color ever since he left and that she is still hopelessly in love with him. Rated T for language.

Clare is definitely someone who prefers to be by herself. Her best friend is quite the opposite. Alli drags Clare to a party where Clare sees her ex. She scrambles to find a stranger to use in hopes of making her ex jealous. That stranger is Eli Goldsworthy and he doesn't mind being used at all especially if being used means he gets to kiss her again. T for later chapters.