John finds a photo of Sherlock and another gentlemen that he finds out later to be his older brother. there was a reason why Sherlock had never brought him up There was a reason why Sherlock wanted to avoid a conversation about him at all costs And now John has made a mistake A mistake that forces Sherlock to relive everything

Sherlock get's drunk and is unaware of his actions. Mycroft and John use this opportunity to learn a few answer to questions-questions that Sherlock would never dare to answer if he wasn't half conscious. John finds out new things about his crush.

When Sherlock hear's about John and Mycroft's engagement, he learns to regret his past mistakes he had made with John

Chase, an inexperienced man that hadn't gone out much, spent most of his time doing one thing. Trying to please House, his new lover and also the man who beats him. And Wilson can do nothing but watch his love interest turn into a frail and battered person that his former friend created . CHASE ANGST! Rate M sexual content/strong imagery

Sherlock's newest case has something to do with something terrible that happened to him in the past and when it's finally time for him to face his demons. John is right there to support him but does something that makes he himself betrays Sherlock in his own way by reading his most personal thoughts written inside his old notebook? Rape/non-con/hurt/comfort/angst.

Sherlock walks in on John getting out of the shower...that is all