Madame Pomfery sent me this journal over the summer, to 'ease my mind in my last year at Hogwarts.' Of course, I'm not actually graduating. My name is Lauren Brown, I'm a sixth year Gryffindor, and I'm going to die. I figured you should know my name as you are too be my last dying comfort.

Sirius Black has been receiving mysterious letters from a mysterious sender known as 'Ambivalence'. As the letters come more and more,Sirius becomes more and more confused, about her identity, and why she sent the letters to him of all in Sirius black and the marauders as they delve through the secrets of 'Ambivalence', and learn just what it means to be alive.