what if on the 1st Angel's raid REI died what if shinji's Evangelion did not go berserk this is Evangelion as you know it but different

The year is 2015 and shinji ikari is on his way to visit his father, but not all is not as it may seem, he arrives to be used as a tool, a means to an end how will he cope with nobody to rely on, in this cynical world.