One of the most unpleasant ways one can be woken up is with a splitting headache. Also on the list would be with the knowledge that death is pending. Another would be waking up to see the ghost of your friend’s mother hovering above you. Slash

It was like choosing between breathing and the beat of his heart. Impossible. He couldn't live with out either. Yet without both, he was just as dead. BZHP BZDM

Seamus relives the past few years while hiding in a closet. He's avoiding Dean but his hiding place isn't as great as he would have thought. SFDT slash