A one-shot story from Lois' perspective immediately following the season one finale. I wrote this story a few weeks ago when thinking about how much I enjoyed season one. The story explores intense emotions, I've rated it T due to the complex grief. Feedback and suggestions are always appreciated. Thank you for reading.

A/N Possibilities and sort of AU post-Oct-2019. Amazing kudos to the GH writers love the character development. This story is my tribute to #Chillow. Trigger warnings: tragedy, death of a child, suicidal ideation, sexual assault & abuse, cults, and grief. T for language and themes. This is a story about Willow and Chase's healing and Willow's 'real' mom.