All those wants and needs, of bodies and minds. Intimate side of Commander's relationship with Theron Shan; three stages of development and present day events as 1. (NSFW counterpart of my "Love -me-" story)

Snapshots of The Commander musing and grieving - over her pre-carbonite life lost first, over post-carbonite loses later, and then over the more recent of events (included spoilers for War for Iokath, Nathema Conspiracy and Echoes of Oblivion)