Takemichi can leap through time. I can see the future. He puts himself through hell to save us all. I live to save myself from heartbreak. My best chance at life is to live without you, but I don't know how to do that. No matter who I love or how far you push me, I don't want to. In this life and the next, you always pull then I push too deep and I fall right back to you.

Contrary to Chrollo's belief, I was not cast out from heaven—thrown from paradise. I like to think I fell much like a star: bright, burning, furious…and with no regrets. I can't see why I would have any when all I've ever wanted was to join him in his darkness. [ChrolloxOCxIllumi]