Sword Art Online - The Black Swordsman and Blue Archer

I am a killer, a monster and nothing I do will change what I think, yet others don't see me as that, maybe they will help me follow the right road, I hope they do because I am tired of death and all I want is out and I will be taking my family with me home. So lets see if this guild with an Archer, a Rat, a Tamer, a Dragon, an Idiot, can do to save me cause right now I'm falling.