Why Didn't I Take Your Hand?

I'm sorry for putting it so bluntly like that. But then again, you said that that's who I am, right? I've always acted before thinking – I hate thinking – because I rather trust my gut. I rather do things impulsively, in the spur of the moment. That is the very reason why I lost you. Semi AU where Saru's betrayal went a little differently. MiSaru. Oneshot.