Unexpected

"Back then, I felt kinda relieved... Almost like, it was ok for me to die..." Eren slowly looked up to see Mikasa's shocked look. He couldn't bear to see the pain in her eyes, so he looked away. "... I don't feel that way now." That was one of the biggest lies he's ever told, but who could ever expect the happy Eren to be suicidal? Only one person can, who feels the same way