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  • dead flame

    Allie's lost count of how many times she's counted the ceiling tiles. -—Allie/Vaughan.

  • melting heart

    Connie's having a hard time, Zoe might just be the friend she needs. - —Connie/Zoe, friendship.

  • remedy

    "Please stay, I don't want to spend another night alone." - —Rita/Ash, oneshot.

  • sense of wonder

    She can't blame it on the alcohol when she's stone cold sober finishing her first glass of wine. - —Jeff/Tamzin, oneshot.

  • breathe

    "Are you telling me you wouldn't do the same if it was one of your children? Please Max, you've got to help me."

  • starting backwards

    Georgina knows she has to say goodbye to her father Patrick, she knows she'll regret it if she doesn't. - —Patrick/Lara/OC.

  • hopes & dreams

    Cathy Hawkins returns to education wanting to achieve some A-levels to give her and her son a better life. But it isn't going to be easy with a boyfriend who's an addict, a gangster wanting Cathy to repay her boyfriend's debts and a proposition that can change her life forever. - —OC, rated a high T/M for adult themes.

  • four o'clock

    When Darcy, Holby's student nurse runs out of cubicle seven after taking their observations, it leaves the team trying to solve a mystery but Duffy thinks she's solved it when she spots bruises on the girls arms. As one victim to another, can Duffy make Darcy open up about the real reason why she left cubicle seven in a hurry? - —Duffy/OC, rape scenes.

  • cigarettes and vodka

    "You don't get it, none of you get it. My entire life has been based on a lie and I don't know who I am anymore. I'm not just Nadine Fletcher, Christine and Kenny's daughter. I'm Nadine. I'm Robert and Christine's daughter. Just don't stand there and tell me nothing's changed because everything has." - —Christine/Robert/OC. [two/three]

  • fighting spirit

    She can't die, she's too young to die. - —Lily, small drabble.

  • better wasted

    "You get used to being on your own, you know. People look at you and see you as dirt because of the things your husband did. I know someday I have to get better, I have to stop using vodka as a sedative but how can I learn to trust another man again after the things my husband did to that girl, after what he did to me?" - —Ash/Rita.

  • without you

    Tamzin knew how much Dixie hated her but right now, she needed Dixie's company more than anything. - —Tamzin, oneshot.

  • hold you

    "Has it ever occurred to you that I don't need saving?" There's a pause before he replied, "Who said anything about saving you?" - —Rita, implied Ash/Rita, oneshot.

  • best thing

    AU. He's engaged with a baby on the way and he stills thinks of her, the damsel. - —Ash/Rita, oneshot.

  • stay with me

    Biting her lower lip she whispered, "maybe I can teach you a few things?" - —Ash/Rita, oneshot.

  • stay high

    When Annie Buxton was sent to Waterloo Road under the watchful eye of Jack Rimmer, she knew this was her final chance to make things right. But in true Annie style things never have the chance to run smoothly when Jack leaves and his replacement Rachel Mason settles in. Will a personality clash ensure or will Annie realise that not everyone is the devil in life? - —OC.

  • your love

    For one night whilst she's sleeping around she forgets the hell she's living in. - —Rita, oneshot.

  • sandstorm

    It's only socially acceptable to drink yourself stupid in your twenties and not when you're in your mid thirties. - —Rita, oneshot.

  • playing with fire II

    AU. Cassandra returns to Holby after six months with new boyfriend Howard and children in tow but has anything changed? Will her nightmares about Billy finally stop or are they just the beginning? And most importantly, can Cassandra bring herself to trust those around her. - —OC, set during series ten. [two/?]

  • ghost

    Christine Fletcher, a rather naïve registrar had a one night stand and fell pregnant. Fast forward fifteen years and when her daughter's involved in a near fatal accident Christine realises she has to tell the truth regardless of the consequences. - —Christine/Robert/OC, set during series one. [one/three]